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So yeah...I maybe forgot again.

So what do you do when you've reached the bottom. well it depends on what your version of bottom is? It might take the form of no one in your family speaking to you, living in a dump apartment terrified of your living conditions, being super broke, and having everyone you know try to set you up with people like 4 or 5 years younger than you. Yep when i fail i make it epic and no thats not said with a smile on my face.  But even when life is like walking through Bog of Eternal Stench I can still find a reason to not jump off the nearest cliff which i google mapped by the way. it happens to be 45 minutes away. I guess I better get to sleep life is even less fun when youre tired

It's been awhile...

Wow it really has been forever. Anyway world who doesn't read my blog that i had forgotten about. You should know I'm weird and not only am i weird but i'm forcing my weirdness on others. I mean really how rude can i be (apparently very).  I feel like my entire college experience has been tainted with regret but i'm finally to the point where i'm (maybe) actively pursuing happiness. even if it means flirting shamelessly with poor unsuspecting cuties....i really don't know where i'm going with this entry so i'm gonna stop while i'm ahead ja?

Weightloss maybe weightless

Despite the sound of the title I don't mean having an eating disorder.  Most of my life has been disorderly and I have come to the point [once again] that things need to change or more specifically me. So I'm going to lose weight. Not the fast starve yourself into oblivion but the slow get your 190 lbs. ass up and exercise process.

here's me like 6 months ago. lumberjack.

I've been up and down with weight recently but I need to buckle down.
I feel that in order to be okay with me I need to be okay with my body.  Then I can start to work on the other things that I feel are wrong. I need to free myself hence weightless.

The dentist appointment from hell

I actually love going to the dentist because for some reason they love my teeth [weird by it fluffs my ego lol] anyway we're assigned a specific dental assistant. Well the d.a. that does my teeth also does my exes and everytime I go she asks if we finally got back together and without fail the look came when I said no and tried to play off my discomfort. [she favors him i guess] AWKWARD!!!

The beginning [I guess]

Okay my new blog. So I still don't know what this one's going to be about. I mean I'd like to do the whole average life thing but that's boring and I'm mildly pessimistic.
Anyway, I'm Kirsten but you can call me Teddy. I'm 21 and in college [I'll take pics soon]. I love art, books, movies, and history but I going for Psychology with a minor in Criminal Justice [our school doesn't offered criminology or philosophy so I settled]. Photography is my medium ...I love developing my own black and white pictures but thats expensive for a college student. I love anime and manga. I'm a total nerd but I play it cool. I play video games like wow all the time [obsessed].
Well I figure that's a good start. If you ever need notes you might check out my school notes. :D